Paperback Storyteller: Do Forgive Him If You Can: An Open Letter to HER
|Paperback Storyteller: Do Forgive Him If You Can: An Open Letter to HER|
Do Forgive Him If You Can: An Open Letter to HER,
Hey, it's me. The guy who always tries to put up a smile on everyone's face despite his own sadness. You see him laughing, doing weird things and all, always making you laugh. But do you know why he does that? I guess not.
Let me tell you why. He does that so that no one knows he's sad. He does that so that no one else pities him and feels unhappy for him. It's not like he always does good stuff: he does make mistakes, some too pricey but at the same time he also accepts his fault and seeks forgiveness. His jolly spirit is his mask to the darkness within him. The only light in his life is his love but he made her feel insecure. He regrets it now more than anything. He tries not to anger or make her sad even if he is having a horrible time dealing with his own problems.
Sometimes his humour tends to offend people even though such was not his intention. He has suffered a lot. He goes through hell every day and every night. His love doesn't understand that she is his only escape from this never ending abyss. What he wants is to make people happy no matter what state he is in. He doesn't care who the person is: if that person comes to him, he'll make that person happy or try his best to.
He is sorry. He is more depressed than ever. Do forgive him if you can.
Photographer: Seanen Middleton Photography